Lolla weekend
I feel that I should blog about my experience this past weekend. I need some ventilation.
Wednesday: Hung out at Taylors with everyone and tried MXE and Triplec for the first time. Trampolines are fun and me and spencer layed outside watching the stars which looked more along the lines of flickering light bulbs that are thousands of miles a way. Even seen a falling star. Strobe lights and dubstep seem to heighten the trip. I can cold though so that was a negative.
Thursday: We left for Chicago. checked into the hotel and all. Then drove from there to Chicago for the Pre-Lollapalooza party which was a rave of some sorts. Seen Feed Me, Savoy, and Lucky Date DJing sets. Seeing it was a concert it heightened everything. It was a little crazy. I could barely walk and feeling heavy. It was compared to almost taking Dex. Smoking on it reactivated the high. Spencer found a 100 dollar bill on the ground and we were both paranoid that it was fake lol. Since the concert was upstairs in a building I felt like I was going to step off the ledge and fall even though there was windows. Its a scary feeling. When we left I held onto a single piece of grass the entire way back to the hotel. My fingers were numb so I found myself clenching this piece of grass so hard my fingers turned white. I asked the question: What if the world is just a marble in someones pocket? Like were just rolling around in a pocket and were driving along the highway in the marble but this piece of grass is someones else’s world like there’s people like us driving along a highway in this piece of grass. I will never forget the answer I got from Spencer. Cause I started to think I was stupid for thinking that but he said, babe you never know. The world is unsolved.
Friday: Woke up and took the train into Chicago. By Friday I was loosing track fo the days. I had to keep reminding myself that it was Friday and so on for Saturday and Sunday. Took the same stuff that day and it had a different effect more along a high feeling and still went numb though. I couldn’t feel water on my hands or my face or anything. Since we took more than what we had been taking we were both screwed up. We ended up seeing A Perfect Circle, Crystal Castles, and Muse. I remember not even knowing what song Muse was playing but the light were definately fascinating to me. Probably one of the best stage performances live. Spencer didn’t snap out of it or anything when we left the park that night either. We couldn’t follow the directions on the gps to get back to the train station.I started to freak out. Everyone we asked for directions they were just as fucked as us. I looked into two guys’ eyes and I instantly knew they were tripping really hard. They had pupils the size of their eyes! Maybe thats why no one was helping us. Most of the people just sat on the street corners next to the bums staring into the heart of the city. I didn’t want to do that. After walking around for two hours we made it to the train station and ended up taking the 1245am train back. We almost had to sleep in the train station.
Saturday: Woke up took train into Chicago. We seen some of Death from Above 1979, Deftones, Cee Lo Green, and Eminem. We ran out of stuff so we ended up finding stuff there. I took the last MXE and tripped acid on it. I think I liked the acid better though. I remember seeing trails even on the train ride home. I layed on the hill at the park staring at the clouds and thinking one of them reminded me of mermaid with huge boobs. The water fountains were right in front of the hill and I was getting agitated that people wouldn’t use the fountain thats already on and it continued to run all day. Complete waste of water. I even though that all the water would run out through that one fountain being on for the whole day. no one tried shutting it off. On the train home I remember not really talking to Spencer we kinda just analyzed people. I remember seeing this little girl with her seemingly stuck up parents and family catty-cornered from us. Her hair reminded me of red cotton candy and how froly it was (curly and afro like). She had flatted the top of it and the sides stuck out. Watched a Mexican couple eat extreamly fast. They were super high and ate and ATE and ATE…I didn’t know when they were going to stop. I couldn’t help but laugh because we would have been the same way if we were high too. I stared at this poster that had a cloud background and I could see the clouds moving on it. Got back to the hotel and I couldnt sleep. Spencer went to sleep instantly and yet I couldn’t sleep so I remember staying up till after 5 am even when breakfast had started. I watched some pretty awesome cartoons.
Sunday: Woke up and took the train into Chicago again. We seen Explosions in the Sky, Cage the Elephant, Foo Fighters, and Kid Cudi. It rained the entire day. Everyone was muddy and wet. It was so muddy I was suctioned to the ground. I ended up not caring anymore after being wet for the whole day. There was less people dealing that day. The MDMA we found wasn’t really MDMA so it was dead. We ended up smoking bowls of spice that day. went straight to bed that night for sure.
Monday: We got up and cleaned the hotel up. We had to check out. Drove back home. I came home and unpacked and such. We all met up later that night for Lindsie’s birthday. I think she’s pretty awesome lol. We went to the strip clubs for her birthday. Spencer kept trying to get me drunk. Wasn’t working. Had to take David home because he swore some girl snatched his key to his car up.
This past weekend was a roller coaster. I got through it though! Tomorrow is going to be a drunkfest seeing Chad is coming back home from Afghanistan. He booked the hotel and a 32 passenger limo for the clubs tomorrow night. We will see how this goes because yesterday me and Spencer were sick. fever at work :( I plan to not get totally wasted though…lets see how this works.
