Reblogged from nevver
That is most definitely true. Spencers been gone almost an hour and I’m writing from my bed already. It’s going to be a tough week well more like a tough month. Trying to possibly switch shifts with someone so that I can seen him 1 day this coming month since he will be home for 1 day before going to New Jersey for another two weeks. This whole weekend he’s been saying how he’s going to miss me and such. Right, he’s going to have some friends with him. I on the other hand, have demolished every possibly close friendship I have here it seems. Everyone just seems like very distance acquaintances. On a lighter note, Spencer mentioned this morning that he’s unsure about deploying. For the first time he actually admitted it!
According to some people, they think I’m literally crazy and I get that but I’m starting to think that their crazy to think that some people aren’t crazy.
Im about to attempt round 2 of sleep seeing I work at 1030am and it’s now 530am!
