There is no mistake that I'm not free to make.

So, lately things have been somewhat a cluster-fuck around here. I have been working more than usual, which its wearing me out! Seriously, I dont give a fuck about your problems at customer service I just have to act like I care. I don’t want to hear about how things didn’t work out for you at this store because honestly, you should have looked at what you were buying the first time. Its your fault for letting the oranges rot on your kitchen counter and now you want a refund. No, fuck that.

Since being graduated from college, I have been looking for jobs and theres really not much around here. I think if I cavent found a job by possibly next year I will be sending out my portfolio and resume nationally. So, maybe then I’d be able to actually do something with my degree.

Spencer is leaving for a whole month. Kinda sucks but hey space can be good. I think I get too attached too easily and definitely can be a bad thing (I have a hard time letting people leave my life and I need to recognize that it can be for the best sometimes). Anyways, Spencer is leaving on deployment next year kinda nervous. I was fucked this weekend and all I could do was cry when things were brought up. Literally I cried for a day and half. I had lost all my serotonin in my brain I honestly then felt I was crazy…never have been so depressed in my life.

Last but not least besides working a lot I think I am finally going to get back into my photography side. I miss working on things and editing photos. So, this summer I plan to have some photos uploaded of close people. Hopefully, Lindsie wouldn’t mind helping and such. She’s an art major who has some pretty nice stuff if I must admit. :)

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