There is no mistake that I'm not free to make.

So, it has been some time since I, myself wrote an update or posted something of my own. This week has been a little boring. Aside from all the drama that I don’t have in my life at the moment, I find myself slipping into “hermit phase” kinda sucks because everyone keeps trying to hang out with me. I love being alone right now. JUST FUCKING BEING. No I’m not utterly depressed so I stay by myself. No I am not being selfish. I like spending the time I have alone for the time being. Hanging with friends has currently been a hit or miss type thing.

Tonight I hung with David and Max. Kinda missed them and granted I wasn’t over at David’s long before I started to feel I missed him lots. I push people aside and forget that friends want to see me too.

I also have found something I’d like to do video wise. After selling my camera I plan to get different one; Cannon Power Shot so I can also take HD video. My goal is to do a 365 day challenge making each day a 5-6 second clip of that day went or of something that reminds me of that day. Pretty exited.about it.

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