little thoughts.
I know I haven’t updated lately, but today I am! This week I actually put blogging on my to do list. I need to get a few things out.
I know you think about me and what I am doing and how I am dealing with everything in life because if you didn’t then you wouldn’t be asking how things are going and asking to be in my life. I am confused and you cant just waltz right back into my life as if nothing ever happened. I need to ignore you for a moment just so that you knew how I felt when I helped you through everything in your life.
Yes, there is a chance I will be moving on without you but whatever happends happends if I decide to let you follow me through life then so be it but if I decide to leave you in the dust just remember it was your decision to let me down at a point where I was probably at my happiest point.
Lately, I have been hanging with some friends and such. Starting to realize people come into your life maybe not for them but for the other people they bring into your life. Everything is usually looked at face value, but if you look deeper is the original person or friend always there or is it the people they brought into your life there for you more?
After Christmas and holidays and such, I will be buying my air ticket out to Colorado and Arizona. I miss you guys. It’s something I need to do. I haven’t seen either of you guys in over a year now. Just know I still think about you guys on a daily basis. Colorado, I hope you still like the scrapbook I made for you of all the memories I had in there. Thing is, I need to find a good time to go out to both places. Arizona and Colorado are very different at certain times of the year.
